Today, Tiffany came to my house and dyed hair.
We also did e-learning.
I'm meeting my grandma on thursday.
I don't know what to say.

Now, I really miss him all of a sudden.
Feel like I really need some one by my side.
Maybe my naughty little heart is going mad again.
Making me so emotional.
Thought of what would life be if my mum is still with me.
Wondering how will life be like if my mum hadn't remarry.
Wondering if I'm a burden to my mum.
Wondering if I should not interfere with her life,
She has her family; a husband and 2 children.
I'm just some one who can be forgotten.
Is my mum's love for me just plainly her pity towards me,
or just that she feels reponsible for me.

Maybe I was childish,
Maybe I am childish.
But, my smile is always out.
No matter when.
Although sometimes I just need a shoulder to lean on.
But I really wish to give my shoulder to someone who needs it too.

That's all for today,
Cherie