Wonder;

Sometimes , I wonder , what is a blog for .
For someone who wants attention to seek attention ?
Is this it ?
Telling people all that read you blogs that you are not happy ?
Telling people how you feel so they will sympathise you ?
Is that it ?

Even when I'm typing this , am I seeking attention ?
Why sometimes we can't even know what we , ourselves , are thinking ?
Is that true ?
When you cry and need someone there , is it really a need to need someone ?

Even me , boyfriend ? Someone to confide to ?
I wonder , you know ?

For me , I love someone , that someone is already my boyfriend .
When we fall out ? What we do ?
Without close friends other than him ?
What can I do ?
It not that we quarreled today , maybe I'm thinking too much .

Sometimes I think , letting people know my 'plight' , is pathetic .
But why do I still let others know ?
For them to make fun ?
Or ? For someone to come to me and give me attention so that I will feel better ?
What is all these ?

I think I prefer closing myself up in my own little space in my little heart .
A place where not even he know ?
Haha . Forget it .

Thats all (: